Naraku no Hana

さあ　忘れましょう　その未来が
また　血ぬなれてゆくなんて
なまぬるい風　とぐろを巻いたら
それがたぶん　合図

抜け出してって　抜け出してって
悲しすぎる運命から
あなたは　奈落の花じゃない
そんな場所で
咲かないで　咲かないで
からめとられで行かないで

音もなく飛び交う　時のかけら

誰がこの手を　にぎっているの
誰がこの髪を　なでているの
今泣いていった　もえぎの中で
感じてる　合図

飛び越えてって　飛び越えてって
運命のはぐるまから
あなたは 奈落の花じゃない
そんな場所で
散らないで　散らないで
そして種を残さないで

芽を出せばふたたび廻るカルマ

抜け出してって　抜け出してって
悲しすぎる運命から
あなたは　奈落の花じゃない
そんな場所で
咲かないで　咲かないで
からめとられで行かないで

音もなく飛び交う　時のかけら

Light on the other end

Back in Canada for a week or so. Gone through a four and half day of Summer school on Iwasawa theory...as one always says: my horizon has just widen. There is a lot of intersections of what were been lectured and what I am reading now. Now that's sort of helps in motivating me to continue keep chewing on, especially things are getting more and more involved and technical. Am I seeing light on the other end? Not really but I think at least I have a better feel of where that light on the other end is, although it will possibly require more effort and time of me before I can pinpoint its exact location.

Leaving and returning

Will be leaving Singapore in less than two days time and returning to Canada to continue my study. Everytimes I come back to Singapore, there will always be changes either to the surroundings, my friends or family, which is why I try to make a point to return at least once a year. Wondering how many of my friends will be married next time I come back or if someone having a new child or getting a new job or many many things.

Well of course changes is not limited to others, I am also changing. Growing old, fat, more white hair and at the same time dropping more hair...

Sometimes one has to give up some things in order to do what he wants. The tricky part is whether one realises completely what he has chosen to give up. I have a feeling due to my lack of foresight, there may be some things that I have given up although I haven't come to realise what the exact "things" are. Guess time will tell.

Counting down and some meaningless rant...

One more week in Singapore. Seems that Hamilton is also having hot weather too. Guess I won't be missing the weather that much when I'm in Canada. But will be missing the food. Must eat more of Singapore food (anything from local to Singapore style western) before I go back. And will be missing my family members...and my bed....and my friends... Why isn't Canada just a train ride away from home? So much for some meaningless rant... :P