Somehow, somewhat

Recently I seem to lose the enthusiasm to read. Being spending too much time idling and slacking around. I also seem to crave more for food like cookies, chips and basically junk food. Wonder if this is what they call stress-eating.

Being having strange dreams these past few days. In one of the notable dream, there seemed to be an appearance of an omnipotent person/entity/figure/whatever, although I can't seem to recognise/remember who/what it was. Maybe it is not as one will think of but it just has that type of "presence". Oh well...

Once again it's the time of the year, where self doubts are flowing in my mind. If I am doing the right thing? If I have the ability to excel in what I am doing? If I am really cut out for certain things? So many "if"s. I guess I am still not as mentally strong as I wished to. These are things that I should have put a stand on and move on. But well, there is still some hesitation. Practically, wise words are only useful if you can invoke them to the full extent. Oh some more wise words. Now can I implement this to its full extent?

Counting down and 12 more days to go.