Dreams
Recently, I have been dreaming a lot in my sleep. Usually they revolved around the same things but at the wrong places. I will list three examples. One is a dream where I was studying Mathematics in NUS...but my classmates turned out to be my army friends. The second is the reverse, where I dreamt of doing some army-related training but these time, the ones besides me are either my NHSS friends or NUS friends....funny dreams huh.
The third dream was something different from the rest. It is something I started having ever since I entered Guards (or sometime around there..can't actually remember). It is not ready the same dream but yet how should I describe? The dream seem to be a story and proceed like what you experience in daily life. However whenever I woke up, I can't seem to recall what happen in the dreams other then just a sense of awareness that this is the dream that I had. Sound spooky...huh.
I can't really say if this third dream is good or bad, although there is a sense of emptiness in me whenever I had the dream. Sometimes, I start thinking if I am dreaming now and the so called "dreams" I had is actually reality. This brings to a question: how do you differentiate dreams and reality? Perhaps it is a matter of choice. Maybe the dream I had is actually reality and maybe I am now dreaming and dreaming of writing this blog.
This is starting to sound a bit... Is this a sign of some mental illness? Anyway I should turn in now. Tomorrow when I wake up, I need to start reading on Lebesgue and abstract measure. My exam on 2 May will cover Algebra topics up to Galois theory and Royden book up to abstract measure theory.
Hopefully, tonight will be dreamless sleep. :)
The third dream was something different from the rest. It is something I started having ever since I entered Guards (or sometime around there..can't actually remember). It is not ready the same dream but yet how should I describe? The dream seem to be a story and proceed like what you experience in daily life. However whenever I woke up, I can't seem to recall what happen in the dreams other then just a sense of awareness that this is the dream that I had. Sound spooky...huh.
I can't really say if this third dream is good or bad, although there is a sense of emptiness in me whenever I had the dream. Sometimes, I start thinking if I am dreaming now and the so called "dreams" I had is actually reality. This brings to a question: how do you differentiate dreams and reality? Perhaps it is a matter of choice. Maybe the dream I had is actually reality and maybe I am now dreaming and dreaming of writing this blog.
This is starting to sound a bit... Is this a sign of some mental illness? Anyway I should turn in now. Tomorrow when I wake up, I need to start reading on Lebesgue and abstract measure. My exam on 2 May will cover Algebra topics up to Galois theory and Royden book up to abstract measure theory.
Hopefully, tonight will be dreamless sleep. :)
posted by MF, Lim at 1:01 AM
1 Comments:
life is but a dream. when you dream it is a dream within a dream. ultimately everything is dream and also reality, cos everything exists only in our mind. you are not having mp of any kind i know of, so dont worry. maybe your third dream has sth to do with what you are lacking in life. it is common to have things mixed up in dreams as in your first two dreams. i wish you sweet dreams now and forever.
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